So I am horrible about keeping in touch with people and documenting things that happen with my kids, so I finally decided to try keeping a blog. Until I get Internet at home, pictures will be posted sopratically because I will upload them when I'm at my mom and dad's house and can use their computer. So we'll see how this goes for me.
We're doing pretty good. My girls are growing like crazy, sometimes I can't figure out how it goes so fast. Lilly is 6 months old now, where did the time go, didn't I just get pregnant with her? And little Colista, is less little everyday. She's 2 now and I swear she's so grown up. She's been struggling a little with separation anxiety lately, (worse than normal) and I'm not sure what to do for her. It's hard. Every week my mom and dad watch my girls so I can have time to get some things done and have some me time (thanks mom and dad you're awesome) and for the first time, she did not want to stay at my mom and dad's house, she wanted her mama. I just wish I knew how to help her be more secure. It is now the exception rather then the rule, but there are still days that I have to peel her off of me screaming and hand her to the daycare teacher and leave. It's just hard to leave her like that.
Lilly is almost crawling, she is up on her hands and knees and scooting and almost moving forward, she actually did it once yesterday, so here we go, now I'll have two little girls to get into everything.
I miss my girls today. I'm glad since I have to work I was blessed with such a good employer that is very understanding, but it's still hard to not be able to stay home with my girls.
Ok, I'm stopping here because I don't want to get all melancholy and start feeling bad for myself. We have our struggles, but that's not the whole picture. I am extremely blessed to have my two amazing girls as part of my life and every time I need a little something extra, my Heavenly Father has put that in my path. I don't want to fall into feeling sorry for myself, so I'm doing okay. Life is crazy, but good most of the time.
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